We began yesterday at the Justice for Palestine
Coalition's demo outside SBC Park, where pro-Israel
supporters were holding an "Israel in the Ballpark"
celebration. We held signs and banners, chanted
"Free, Free Palestine" and "Long
live intifada!," and the coalition did street
theater as people who looked like my aunts and uncles
and the kids I went to Hebrew School with filed
past. I could see them steeling themselves to walk
through the crowd and I could so easily imagine
the dialogue going on about it before and after.
Everyone was fairly mellow, no one was attacking
or arguing, but there was not much dialogue going
on, either, and probably can't be in that situation.
I'm not sure, really, where it can go with the mainstream
Jewish community here. There is more dialogue and
overt dissent within Israel itself, where the peace
movement is small but vocal and unashamed.
The Coalition's sound system was not working, so
we loaned them ours for a very short program that
allowed us to express our solidarity and then go
on the march we had long planned for this morning,
to culminate in the Really, Really Free Market.
Our original plan was for this Sunday to be our
big day of legal, permitted actions But then ANSWER,
without any consultation with us, planned its [antiwar]
march on Saturday and we decided to shift and be
a contingent in theirs instead, as we couldn't see
trying to bring people out for two big marches in
two days. But it has left us without a centerpiece,
a big draw to build for the direct action on Tuesday.
We manage to extricate our group from the rally,
after some hurried consultation with coms--communications--about
the locations of police along the route. We march
up 3rd Street, a small but spirited contingent,
joined along the way by some giant puppets. Along
the march, I start to feel good. We take a lane
of the street. A line of motorcycle cops accompany
us, but they are doing what I thought they'd do:
letting us march and just guarding the space. We
pass by Moscone Center, where the conference will
begin, chant outside the Museum of Modern Art, amusing
and we hope enlightening the tourists at the sidewalk
cafe, and negotiate with the cops to let us march
past the Marriott where a jobs fair is being held.
They want us to march on the sidewalk, which is
okay by me--all that much closer to the people inside
whom we want to hear us.
I make up two new chants:
Reclaim the commons!
Take it back!
Seeds will grow
When the Empire cracks!
And
Biotech medicine,
I'm not sure,
First they give you cancer
Then they profit from the cure!
The second one, I feel with some pride, encapsulates
our key argument against much of the medical biotech--that
the companies who are funding it and thereby choosing
its direction, like Bayer, are also key manufacturers
of pesticides and toxins that cause cancer, and
are therefore directing it away from investigating
environmental causes and prevention.
Finally we march up to the Really, Really Free Market,
which is a little piece of heaven. In Union Square,
surrounded by Macy's and Nieman Marcus and all the
big department stores, we have blankets filled with
clothing to give away, booths for massage and Tarot
readings, smiling young women with baskets of lavender
and flowers, an open mike for poetry and music,
and a big stage full of plants people have brought
to give away--squashes and tomatoes and eggplants.
Maybe at the end of this all I'll have time to plant
my own garden. It's full of a joyful, beautiful
spirit and everyone is really, really happy. Except
me. I'm obsessing about the fact that we have utterly
run out of postcards and flyers and anything explaining
what this is all about--a factor of too few people
bottomlining too many things, and the free food
is still there but no bowls to eat it with, and
my blood sugar is dropping. And, I think, I'm still
dealing with such a complex mix of emotions stirred
up by the Palestine demonstration, emotions I don't
have time to sift through. And the ongoing, underlying
worry about our friends in Mexico. My housemate
Bill and I have a small fight--which is nothing
new, we've been losing our tempers at each other
periodically for twenty years and always end up
laughing and making up. Which we do, later, after
I go and buy a corporate sandwich and rehydrate.
The mood and the beauty of the event are so sweet--who
could cling to a bad mood? And we end with a beautiful
spiral dance. I am starting to lead it, drumming
and we're singing the Reclaim the Commons chant
which I realize works perfectly to Standard Pagan
Chant Tune C, and I'm thinking that I'm tired, wondering
if I really have the energy to drum up a cone of
power at the end all by myself--when out of the
corner of my eye I see Alphonsus Mooney, my old
friend and my absolute favorite person to drum with
in the entire world, come striding up with a jimbe
around his waist. Somewhere the gods are looking
after this mobilization, after all! Another drummer
joins us in the middle, and I'm having a good time,
loving the energy and loving having someone else
pick it up and push it farther, as we let the chant
lose its words, swell and rise and fall, charging
us up with the power of plants pushing through cracks
in the concrete, cracks in the Empire.
After that, we go off to greet the busses of delegates
on their way to a gala at Fort Mason, where the
East Bay Green Bloc stages a food fight between
the US and Africa in the midst of a key intersection.
It's a great moment, watching the food fly (it's
all stuff that is on its way to the compost pile--we
don't want to waste good food or to buy bad stuff
to throw.)
And then it's meetings until midnight. And now off
for another day of it.
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